My little boy Billy Elliot was the most special, kind and gentle little boy. He didn't deserve to be run over and be hurt. He gave me years of love and support which I tried to pay back but could never. Our bond was so special and so unbreakable that the loss of the physical relationship is killing me. I can't believe I will never walk in the sunshine with you again, go to the shop for a naughty treat or give you a bath after you had rolled in something!! Saying good morning when I woke next to you and giving you a tummy rub and saying goodnight and telling you how much I love you and will see you in the morning. I can't believe all that is over, your eyes were so beautiful and the way you looked at me I will never forget that love in your eyes. I feel so guilty Billy I didn't see that car in time and I wish so much you were still here with me. You and I against the world!!!! Little fella remember I love you so much and will never forget you.